My Body Ravaged
It’s been a tough time of late. I feel my body is being ravaged . Sometimes I feel I’m rotting from the inside out. How much more can it take? It’s relentless at times. I’ve had more bad days than good of late. The days of respite are taken up with the dread of the next episode.
It’s very hard to picture what is actually going on inside of my body. What is happening to my organs? I have viewed my results many times at what is afflicting me but it’s hard to envisage them inside of me and what damage they are causing. Will there be long-term damage?? Irreversible damage? These are questions that worry me.
I’ve learned so much and continue to learn more. Nothing really scares me anymore. I’ve passed that stage. In the beginning it was very scary, it was all very new and almost alien to me. I feel I haven’t had a choice but to deal with this myself. I’ve read many similar stories to mine. I know I’m not alone and it is comforting to know that there are people out there who understand and actually believe in you without being accused of being delusional.
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